So I did.

I'm not usually a fan of God, but this one's awesome!

You know, I can be a silly, confused dork sometimes, but I do believe this actually settles it. I mean some things are very obvious, like you have to pack up all your stuff before you can move, put on the snow tires before you can should be driving around on snow and ice, and that you have to ask someone if they want to, before getting married (in most places).

This time, I seemed to have mentally skipped the entire reason of my preparations, as it wasn't really until after he said yes and we had selected the engagement rings that it came into the real light that we're actually getting married.

And now I'm like, married? Wedding? How does that even work? I don't even know what to google because I feel so lost. I've never fantasized, dreamt or planned anything surrounding my wedding so I have really few preferences. Like, it should be with someone that I intend on being together with. And my family and friends should be there. With age, I've also come to the conclusion that no church should be involved and that I'm not taking my partners last name. That's about it.
And now what, how much do we want to spend? Where are we having the ceremony? How's the ceremony gonna take place? What are we gonna wear? Who are we gonna invite? Party? Honeymoon? Wedding dinner? HEN NIGHT (which Foureyes is already planning, btw)? What are we gonna do with all the peeps that have to come and stay over because all of my family and friends live too far away? Sidetrack, why are people surprised because I actually asked if he wanted to marry me instead of "just getting engaged"? What's the point of getting engaged if one doesn't plan to.. get married? Am I going to get married? Be a WIFE? And he's gonna be my HUSBAND? We don't want to spend too much money but we don't want to skimp too much either because it's hopefully something you only do once?

All of this is is so confusing and people get excited and wait for invitations and expect babies to pop out soon and dogs to be introduced to the family, and it all blew up from one little quiet moment with autumn leaves falling around us, sitting on a bench overlooking the water.
"Honey."
"Yes."
"Do you want to marry me?"
"Yes."